tonight after work i am going to walmart and getting new workout clothes. about two weeks ago i bought new shoes for the gym and now i need new clothes. i like it all matching and this is just one of my many ways to make an excuse to not work out. as i said earlier i have a million excuses and im trying to not make excuses and just do it. its all about making the gym a routine like brushing your teeth. its not gonna be till almost 1am that ill be going to the gym but when i try to get up and go in the morning it never happens. im more of a night owl anyhow, so going to the gym after work should be no problem. i have this inner voice that is constantly telling me why i shouldn't work out, sometimes i have to tell my self over and over to work out to get to the gym, to eat right and sometimes when im busy or stressed i listen to that voice and wonder why i did after i eat a bad meal or skip the gym when i had every intention to go. sometimes i wish i could kill that inner voice and bury it in the desert so i don't ever have to hear it again.
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