i mentioned that my down fall is eating out. so i took my bank account and added up all the times i eat out or get stuff from the grocery store that's not my normal groceries. the total was over 600 from may 1st to now...i was floored. i know i spend a lot on crap food but that much? it was a really big slap in the face. like "hey fat ass stop eating out.". so as of today the only day i will eat out is on Sundays when i go out with all my comic friends.
i haven't been to happy with myself lately and it shows in my attitude. Ive been short with people and on edge. the fact that i don't work out is a big factor. i pay 30 dollars a month and its not being utilized. there is a simple solution to this and that is actually go to the gym. i don't know where my motivation went. when i started the year and went 5 days a week, and now its no days a week. i need to buckle down and just go. its been so hard getting on any kind of routine because of the long hours and mixed up days Ive been working. ive been so worn out by the time i get home i crash. then when i get up im just as tired as when i went to bed. this coming week i go back to a more normal schedule so i can get back to the gym. i just need to get in there and make it a habit of going every day.
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